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Give In!

by Johnnivan

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1.
Discomfort 01:43
(Instrumental)
2.
Lime Country 03:09
Lime country’s calling I miss the sight of early blossoms over the closed stations Numb in the city I’m growing plants in the kitchen Living around ambulances and next room’s arguments I wanted out once Am I welcome any time soon? I don’t want to stay longer than I should Boy, would you look at that I got the moon reminding me of you Saving up strength More messages from mother earth A lifeline for this new Tokyoite Numb in the city I’m talking to Claude lately, how did you know? The great game has been delayed I wanted out once Am I welcome any time soon? I don’t want to stay longer than I should Boy, would you look at that My time’s up, I’m going to miss you
3.
Spare Pieces 03:22
Springs in your steps I’m not buying it You had it for some time I stayed quiet Forget the deal we made I see your swings a mile away Paint my mornings with the sun Then come clouds of grey Suddenly I think I wanted to stay down Heard it’s warm down there with no sound This ain’t no vacation I’m at war Spare me a piece of your soul When would you ring the bell? With remorse Spare me a piece of your soul You shouldn’t see me now All blurry red I pray all night You walk it off instead What are you waiting for? See yourself out the door Avert your eyes when I bring it up When is it ever our day? Suddenly I think I wanted to stay down Heard it’s warm down there with no sound This ain’t no vacation I’m at war Spare me a piece of your soul When would you ring the bell? With remorse Spare me a piece of your soul Where were you when I needed you? Low and away from myself
4.
I saw a few months ahead waking up in bed together Crawl back into whatever hole you made in your dreams and spend the day there I’ve got a feeling Butterflies and everything Guess it’s what you want to hear Ring and paperwork to prove it to you I’m manning up it’s true You saw years down the road naming our firstborn Leo Just in time she’s back to haunt me The men would swear there were no missteps Fetch the facade Demise in glory Who orchestrated it? Just say it, you’re scared I can’t believe you don’t see anything between us and the crumbs you left there I’ve got a feeling Butterflies and everything Guess it’s what you want to hear Ring and paperwork to prove it to you I’m manning up it’s true How could you do this to me? Every name I received I’m no longer counting down the weeks Let’s jump together Then I’ll say forever Don’t we have a few years to spare?
5.
I slip a bill, you punch my face I’m making a difference today Take it out in daylight Crusaders come out at night A fire burns bright I don’t think we can keep this up too long I’ve had my way Let me take yours too I wasn’t asking No time permitting I take as I please Up the hill you’ll get the taste I’m making no difference today Take me in blue and bright Crusaders come out at night Let fire burns bright
6.
Self taught I used to write down stories only for the love Two years deep Friends turning green Now it’s whatever fills the page Come down Face the knife gently The blade doesn’t need you long Brand new scars to paint the wall The present tense keeping me sane I gave you this love Grateful, you know what I want from you I need you soft and at arms length No one is going to save you I’ve been waiting to talk to you Meet me half way through, what do you say? What a way to endure life Low, alone, you’re out of time Self harm Self destructive habits are ruining the touch No words for you, or none from the heart I’m stuck, starving for notes You wasted the love Clear cut I don’t ask any from you You waste my love, beg to be saved in the end
7.
Helpless 04:04
Helpless in the usual fight Wake up in another life…I wish it was that easy Restless late nights I’ve been dying to talk to you over at your empty suite Is it coming across to you?
I’m running low on help, don’t you agree? Won’t you save me? You’re safe with me Caved in, it’s a mess inside The vases crack once I leave Perhaps you should get some sunlight You refuse the offered hand When you’re feeling Jupiter blue Don’t just fly straight to the moon Is it coming across to you?
I’m running low on help, don’t you agree? Won’t you save me? You’re safe with me Oh no Nobody wants me alone I’m gently let go I got my pills for my sorrow Oh no Where to? What for? I’m a ghost, I am home I opened my soul for no one else
8.
Don’t make me see you like this I’m only visiting Don’t make me leave you in red I’m only visiting I remember stitches I can hear the crash I remember swimming coach pulling me aside to show Oh it was a perfect day What a lovely night Oh it was a perfect day What a lonely night Come make me shake you to bits Were you only visiting? We’re almost done, hold your breath Hope you’re only visiting Saving my tears lately Used them up when it’s your turn Cold florescent lit hallway This close to losing you for good I don’t hear you at all Sunrise The inevitable fall I remember it all Cover your eyes, I’m in hell Just say the word and I’ll disappear if it makes it right I could not wait for you to only be a visitor to me
9.
Do you see me? We can make plans to talk more plans I’ve only ever felt real When I’m being held in your hands Your full name parachuting into frame with a kick and a flare You left stars in me…rude of me to think We meet in medias res one November Early in the morning Had you fallen as hard as me? Do you see me? Any little thing to keep you near You were all I see Look how far we’ve come We still speak in megaphones Under moonlight I’m easier to spot
10.
Forever 04:04
It seems I knew you best in your sleep Weren’t you calm when we practiced chemistry? I leave my chair to get the door Come back in and it’s not Tuesday anymore It’s getting clear, you left here a minute ago It’s felt like forever for weeks You’ve been gone forever for weeks It fogs up, the drop is steep Spring to none Forever for weeks How did you really feel when you found me in your mothers car? Ditches deep, I grab my jacket Cover this brand new scar Stayed in the cold and pass out I waited on hold Did you think we wouldn’t notice the black hole you’ve become? from those habits of old Forever for weeks You’ve been gone forever for weeks I can’t stand, my soul is week We should’ve lasted however many weeks without you I wish we could open up or take a moment to settle down for once I’m left with these screaming matches and cops
11.
Otherwise 04:03
Tell me something good before I’m a goner I’ve been collecting dust since the summer No one comes near a quiet corner The silence is torture Everyone holds up a microphone Amplify a pleader Grab onto me Lose your grip, otherwise We’re on borrowed time lately What could have been in between sleeps Gone, signing off in uncertainty Give me some time to seal my stitches My calendar’s been missing a few pages

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released November 9, 2022

Words by Johnathan Sullivan, music by Johnnivan
Produced by Takeshi Iwamoto
Arranged by Johnnivan and Takeshi Iwamoto
Performed by Johnnivan
Engineered and mixed by Daisuke Takizawa
Mastered by Kentaro Kimura
Album art and art direction by Johnathan Sullivan

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